Hopeless Romantic

The silence of the night keeps me awake
and to write this verse that I take
in every move that I break

Hopeless Romantic

The mirrors of her soul that shine
Wonderful as like in shore so fine
Its beauty concealed in a bliss
That makes I to smile so please.
Her sweet curve sets all straight
That i feel to change my trait.
Though I so fine thee something afraid,
That her hear in fear to laid.
Thy love which is lost in plead,
Nothing to give, nothing to lead
For she spend it to bleed.
Her soul hopes no love to feed.
Turn her mirror to look and to feel,
For she need cure for the wound to heal.

Dedicated to: Princess Angelique David
Feautured in :The Circular Catalog

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The Poet's Tragedy

A poet will always be a poet, just like how he do it,
how he live it, and how he make it. He is a poet after all

THE POET'S TRAGEDY

Let me write you something
things about everything;
Effort worth spending,
Phrases are worth saying;
Time and day worth resting,
Energy worth nothing;
For you're that everything
That makes I worth nothing,
If you are not living
In world that I'm writing
For I know I'm loving
Even though I'm losing
For I'm not existing
In world you're standing.

Dedicated to Princess Angelique David
The Circular Catalog

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On The Other Side

You will never learn to miss a thing without
enduring the meaning on the other way.
Photo taken : Napudot Road, Brgy. Kita-Kita, Balungao

ON THE OTHER SIDE

Let me call for sadness
For I shall know happiness,
Let the bitter come, be harness
For I to recognize sweetness,
Let the pain on my numbness
to let me feel be hopeless,
Let tragedy comes endless
for me to feel indulgeness.
For human will never learn,
the meaning of things we earn,
Not until comes opposite turn,
Meaning be realized in return.

This song is dedicated for the people who do not cares about the things that they have now on their possession. They sometimes or all of the times, disregard the thing that they have, ignore it instead of cherishing it. Things didn't come again and again and the importance of it will be recognized/ be realized in terms when it didn't exists at all.
It is simple thing, it is a simple idea--not all things exist forever, so make use of the time of its existance.

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The Sonnet Day

(c) Jay San Juan

''The Sonnet day''

Hear the words of my heart Listen as it beats like an art, chanting the chords of love That I felt yesterday and now on. The same emotion when I perceive, your beauty that looks like you're Eve I was wondering too long, For me to understand this: Such uncanny feeling, I never feel. Then it comes for me for real. For you i write this letter, So that you can understand me better, Because i wish i would be with you later.

In times when all the things fall apart when there is no hopes left, the only thing to do is to BELIEVE!

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For Thyself I see

FOR THYSELF I SEE
Jay Rickson San Juan

I
Heart leaves no space for glee
That pours at thyself in smile
Too far I see in hundred mile
Lips are closed like lavender bile

II
Way to soul never it ends
Even hazel I see that trends
Thou see nor perceive as it lends
The innermost I see that rests

III
Employs down thy heart countless piece
Like thy doorway in greater peace
Hides the sound underneath the trees
Now it flies wonderful in breeze

IV
Thou entire surreal i see
Soul let it rest and let it plea
Dancing as they do in glee
Thyself let me be safe in lee

I write this poem defining how a perfect girl can be defined, from her personality, her physical beauty and her attitude that influence others in greater cost. Some of my friends ignores how i made up the lines in very unusual way. Well, don't blame me for that, i was so inspired by the poets back in the old times (We can see that in the library and in your English textbook)
This is dedicated to every girl who read this, written by a man a story on how he defines the girl that he loves. I was inspired from the old movies that gives a sensible happy ending that we do not believe in these days.

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The Life of Death

Life is like a son, and death comes down in sunset
(Balungao, Pangasinan)

Death is like an oath
takes our breath in loath.
Struggles underneath
Walks alone in coat.

We die with a word
Leaving one's a curd
As we pray to lord
With aces of card

As they gone we lost
Take them back in cost
Love not comes in host
Vanished life to boost

I write this poem for everyone, wasting their life to their own sake instead of spending it in worth cost. We can do all things in life before we dies to make ourself contented, however contenment isn't gained from our own desire, the people around you will teach you how to have such life. Sometimes we didn't understand why death comes in someone's life, taking all of our love ones beside us. There is Death to remind us that we're not living forever, we're living in a one shot world that you must to things better in just single life that is given on you. This is not any simple, supermario games that we can have five lives or more to correct our mistakes. The flow is going and accept the fact that you commit mistakes.
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The Towering Fame-

THE TOWERING FAME
-Jay San Juan

Greatness belongs in each of us,
In ever man you meet in the bus
Though greatness comes to our desire,
not for the people we call sire
To the person who want to admire,
not for the sake, but for greatest desire.
Long lost person mind,
can find where it hide.
The secret of towering fame
that will come even he is lame.
For why we can't catch it?
Even our eyes can see light?
That is a secret few can understand
That is why less of them are able to stand.

Most of the people wonders about being famous, what is the secret behind those stars shining in front of the reel. I defined some of it in this poem that i wrote about six months ago while figuring out why people end up following useless figures in the community that just give them shit on how to use drugs and send yourself in the rehabilitation center. Then i came up in the conclusion that the answer of it never came from anyone around you, sometimes we're numb to know what it means. Even i have to tell you the secret behind it, it is  just a simple word for others but for the people who can understand things better than looking what the terms said, it would be coming in your mind like you learned it from yourself.
The secret of greatness is DESIRE, one video game character says (Call of Duty:Modern warfare 3) that it is not just the superpowers that can create a war, it is just the will of a single man.

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